Just Unburden Yourself

So you are living a difficult life and it is so difficult that you feel so hard to even breath.



What is it inside you, what problems are you having that makes you so down? It is complicated alright, but at least it could be summarized in a form of single word such as problem at work, financial problem, family matter, your lover ran away, etc.

See, they are all started with a straight word and a simple description. Then they are becoming wild mustangs, running wild into every corner of the universe inside you and, immerse themselves into the primordial sea of emotions deep within you.

They are all burden nevertheless. But, sometime it is amazing that we are willingly to carry too much burden, more than what we can and more than what we should.

Then eventually we feel the heaviness.

We are groaning in pain.

And then, we keep on complaining.

And then, we started blaming the life.

And then, we start pointing finger to every body. Except ourselves.

So, make it simple. As simple as making simple description to it.

Remember this, we were all born  naked. Then we make it complicated by putting all whimp and fancy until we die. And why not being honest to ourselves. That we have made a wrong decision. That we are the one who created the mess. And now the situation is getting out of control there are things that we overlooked and that need to be reconsidered.



Unburden yourself. Unshoulder the burden.



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Comments:

Irna • 15 Jul 2012
Tulisan sdr. memberikan semangat kpd saya yg baru putus tunang. Padat2, mudh dfahami & sgtbermakna.

arimi •17 Jul 2012
Ty Irna. Glad that this humble posting cheering u up and, I'm very sorry to hear thing that just happened to you. Lets put it this way. Hardship makes you a better person and hopefully, you will meet a better person in future. Be positive.

When They Want To Write Off This Old Fossil

The machine in my room has been there since 2008.

And thinking about getting older, ehh? If only it is alive, no one understand it better than this computer. It, and I mean all computers, they will die before celebrating the second birthday. I mean years. Two years is the death on natural causes in computer life cycle.



Maybe their  lifecycle is extendable via hardware upgrade. But even so after 5 years, there is nothing much you can get out of it, except much of frustation, unbearable waiting time and lots of pissing off eventually.

I was happily browsing and working with it two years ago.

Was happy with Office 2007 suite, but with 2010 version it  becomes a turtle.

Was considerably good with OpenOffice.Org 2.XX, but with LibreOffice 3.XX it becomes a turtle.

Was happy with Firefox 3.x, but with Firefox 12, it becomes a turtle.

Was happy with GIMP 2.6.x, but with GIMP 2.8.X, it becomes a turtle.

So with Chrome, Chromium, Seamonkey, Opera, Safari and so forth. All gecko based, trident based and webkit-based browsers variances. You name it, I tested most of them on this fossil and bring the same result.

Turtle. Turtle.Turtle.

Processor seems ok, but the memory is too tiny by 2012 standard. So its is now equivalent to a 200 years old turtle.



I gonna talk to my boss about this. But I know that he is also a turtle. Too bad that he is an equivalent of 201 years old turtle.

Getting Old, Ehh? The PC in my room does.

This is actually a turtle dilemma. The slower they are, the longer they live.